cobweb / storm's personality.

▍ ❝   CLEVER.
cobwebstorm is quick and calculating. growing up with an abusive dad will give you the ability to quickly judge another cat's emotions and what they're about to do next. she also is quick in battle with a good reaction time. she's constantly on high alert and vigilant about most things, the smallest noises triggering her paranoia. she will eventually get better, but for now, she's scared of everything. all this aside, she is a very smart cat, but she often is too focused on other things to show it. before losing her leg, cobwebstorm was a lot more agile, but the loss of the limb has caused her to lose that ability.▍ ❝   KNOWLEDGEABLE.
being the stand in medicine cat for moons before ever actually becoming a medicine cat, cobwebstorm knows a good amount of herbs. being an ex-riverclanner makes it so that you're good at adapting to bad situations, so cobweb is knowledgable about how to survive through even the worst of things. she also is very knowledgable about reading other folks' faces up to a point, trauma and ptsd making it easier to immediately tell if someone is mad or disappointed in her. she's very lost as an outsider, however, not as capable as she was when she was in a clan.

▍ ❝   BROKEN.
stormstar's death, her self-exile, and everything that has happened to riverclan and her friends and home has broken cobwebstorm. she's made it to her limit and above. this results in her being detached from the rest of the world, shutting off any emotions that are unwelcome and resorting to unhealthy methods to deal with her grief. she's traumatized, and hasn't come to terms with her trauma yet. so, she just assumes it's something wrong with her, and hasn't confronted her trauma yet. cobwebstorm has turned to self-harm to cope and has been getting worse and worse as time goes on for her.▍ ❝   SWEET.
cobwebstorm is a very kind cat at heart. stormstar's death and her self-exile from riverclan has caused her to lock off the emotional part of her, meaning as of now, she is simply detached and uncaring. eventually, she will get better, and learn to deal with her grief in a healthy way. now is not that time, however. before her sister's death, she was very caring, almost motherly, especially to younger cats that passed through her and berries' den. even so, she remains caring now, but doesn't know how to show it.

  • cobweb- :     this has been cobweb's name ever since she joined riverclan. she's been faithful to it, and it represents her delicate but strong nature.

  • -storm :     storm is an honor name, given to her by beeblaze when she became a full medicine cat. she took it on after her best friend and adopted sister stormstar's death, and though she mourns the leader's death immensely, she takes pride in being the one to carry on her legacy. after she left riverclan and became an outsider, she dropped the last name and simply became cobweb.

the basics.

GENERAL .
•   name   :   cobweb / storm
•   nicknames   :   cobs, cob, storms
•   gender   :   she / they [ questioning ]
•   orientation   :   sapphic lesbian
•   species   :   cat lmao
•   occupation   :   outsider
•   voice claim(s)   : geminitay [ mcyt ]PHYSICAL .
•   eyes   :   light blue
•   fur   :    gray, darker gray, and white
•   height   :   smaller than average
•   weight   :   very underweight
•   build   :   skinny and visually weakerMENTAL .
•   alignment   :   lawful good. she tries to do her best and follow rules all of the time.
•   traits   :   tired, exhausted, emotional, cheery when she can, puts on a happy face, hopeless, unable to help herself or others at the moment
•   likes   : berryshine, herbs, flowers, riverclan, her mother, feather, owlstar (sort of), resting
•   dislikes   : dreaming and sleeping, eating, thunderclan and bumblestar, twolegs, her father, being an outsider

FAVORITES .
•   season   :   she prefers any season that's not cold. so summer, autumn, and spring.
•   food   :   cobweb does not have a favorite food, but if she was held at gunpoint to have a favorite, probably any sweet food or berry.
•   word   :   ' berries ' .
•   sound   :   the sound of rain softly falling on leaves and trees around camp, or the sound of a rushing river during the spring when all the ice is menting and water starts to rush again.
•   color   :   lavender, sage green, baby blue, or the same color as berryshine's eyes.EXTRA .
•   scent   :   she smells constantly like lavender, due to the bodies she's buried, and she also smells like herbs from her time healing.
•   scars   :    cobweb has long scars from her stomach down to her amputated leg, scars on her right ear, and other various smaller scars.
•   disorders   :   depression, anxiety, obsessive-compulsive disorder, and ptsd
•   greatest dream   :    to return to berry and riverclan without them hating her
•   purrks   :   herbal knowledge t2, dreamwalker, the collector - also has pocket full of purrkies if that matters

BACKGROUND.
•   birthplace   :  riverclan
•   current residence   :   outside the clans
•   nuclear family   :   father ( REDACTED ) , mother ( wynn ) , sibling ( she doesn't remember his name, he died before she was born )
•   extended family   :   adopted sister , stormstar
( ex-mentor , deceased )
•   past mentors   :   heronheart ( missing ) , dusklion / stormstar ( deceased ) , berryshine❝ + POSITIVE ATTRIBUTES : affectionate, over-caring, empathetic, emotional, kind❝ - NEGATIVE ATTRIBUTES : depressed, anxious, tired, overworking herself, grieving, barely surviving as an outsider, exhausted, hopeless, slowly giving up

relationships.

▍ ❝   friends.
berryshine - crush / ex-mentor
"berry. stars, i love her so much. i miss her so much. i want her back. i don't want to be out here anymore. she treated me so, so well. i hate myself for screwing up the way i did and causing danger to her and riverclan as a whole. stars."owlstar - friend
"i understand why she demoted me, honestly, i do. but. damn. it sucks out here, and it sucks being.. like this. screwed up. or whatever."eaglepaw - close friend
"i appreciate her. she was there for me when i couldn't be there for myself, and i regret abandoning her. she doesn't have anyone in riverclan anymore, besides me. i hope she makes new friends."cobweb doesn't really consider anyone else her friend. she's untrusting of most other cats at the moment.

▍ ❝   enemies.
bumblestar - thc leader
"i screwed up with her. i thought.. well, it doesn't really matter what i ever thought. i was dumb. it's really all my damn fault, i think. so. i don't think she was ever in the wrong."rookfire - ex-friend
"you know, i'm tired of being salty and altogether a jerk about rookfire. he moved on, ..clearly, and i stayed behind. because i was hurt. and grieving. so. you know. i think what happened at the gathering really kickstarted this whole thing. my.. exile. and.. stuff. or whatever."various other cats
"i don't usually hold grudges, really. i kind of just.. i think that others do really crappy stuff sometimes, god, i'm a firsthand, walking, talking example of that. so. i try to forgive and move on, but sometimes i'm bad at moving on. but i don't hold grudges, because grudges hurt. they sit in you and they hurt and they hurt forever. "

▍ ❝   neu/deceased.
stormstar - sister / best friend
"i adored her. i still do. but i'm damn mad, because i looked up to her, and she went and left me like that. i can't- i don't- god. hell. sorry. she was the best. i miss her so, so much."REDACTED - father
"i'm not talking about him. he deserved to die. and i'm glad i'm the one who got to do it."fadingstar - technically half-sibling
"i suppose i should feel worse about him bein' gone, given that storms kind of adopted me, which made me his half-sister. but i didn't care about him. he sort of.. sucked. not to speak ill of the dead or whatever."acquaintances
"i used to be a lot better. i had lots of friends. now i'm just.. alone. so. it's my fault, anyways. for leaving and then getting worse and becoming.. like this."

clan thoughts.

▍ ❝   THUNDERCLAN.
' i really screwed up with what i did. i wanted- i don't know. somewhere in my subconcious i didn't want to be alone in my grief, i wanted to just relate to someone. and i should have, stars above, i should have talked to berry, or someone, i don't- ' cobweb cuts herself off, looking sickened. ' but i could have, i could have done better, but also- they're the reason i'm out here now, pretty much.. '

▍ ❝   WINDCLAN.
cobweb shrugs, biting her bottom lip. she doesn't look like she has many feelings about windclan. ' oh, windclan. i don't really care, honestly. they, uh, one of our- ' she pauses, swallowing. ' one of riverclan's warriors and apprentices killed one of their warriors, which sucked, but owls and i handled that so it's fine, sort of. i think. i don't know. i'm not in riverclan anymore.. so. it doesn't matter to me. '

▍ ❝   SHADOWCLAN.
' hm. yeah. okay. shadowclan. right. ' a look crosses cobweb's face. ' i don't- well. mink- sorry, crap, rookfire, or whatever her-his name is now.. left us for that stupid clan, but at this point, i could care less about rook. he's an asshole, he hurt my friends and my cl- uh.. not my clan. riverclan. ' she spaces out for a second, eyes dulling. ' he hurt a lot of cats, and i can't forgive him for all the crap he pulled. ' she's done talking.

cobs' background.

▍ ❝   NOW.THE INCIDENT after stormstar's death, cobweb went on a downward spiral, accidentally dreamwalking and pulling bumblestar into her dream. she attempted to help the situation by talking to bumblestar, but only worsened things. she was publicly put on blast at the gathering and demoted from her position as a medicine cat. she decided to self-exile and left riverclan, believing herself a danger to the clan.OUTSIDER LIFE cobweb left riverclan, and now lives in a small den in outsider territory. she plans to open up a trading post, where she heals cats in exchange for information on berryshine and riverclan as a whole.

▍ ❝   THEN.PARENTS cobweb, born daisy, was an outsider for a long time before joining riverclan. her parents were abusive, her father often hitting or clawing her and her mother sitting beside and watching. daisy had to do all the work in the family, hunting for her mother and father daily.ESCAPING one day hunting in the forest, daisy met an ex-riverclanner named feather who promised to get her out of her house. they planned to meet up one night to escape. on that night, daisy snuck out to see her father with feather dead under him. daisy ran to riverclan, making it inside with her father closely chasing her. some warriors fought her dad off.